Sharing some quick pics...

carrot messy face
My big boy sitting up
what mommy??
Helping auntie dawn w/ her toga

Not much happening....

Well this past week hasnt really been to exciting, besides that we got a kitty. She doesnt have a name yet but boy is she a handful lol. Ethan is still get a growing and growing. Shaunas b-day is in a week, Im excited we are going to have grandma lorrie watch Ethan, and Im going to take her our for her b-day. Ethan is getting alittle better in balancing himself and hes getting better at holding his weight on his legs to ;o), well not much else to report, if something interesting happens I will post again. This next weekend we have Angela's & Melody's 30th b-day toga party so that should be fun. Have a good night all!! Sorry no new pics been a busy mommy

Ethans weigh-in

Well I weighed lil man today and he weighs 18 lbs! WOW what a big boy. He has also slept in his crib 2 night going on 3 and he slept all night long WooHoo. He loves carrots now and is eating them! I told you all it would be a short one today, Im off to bed because I have to be up at 6am for work, goodnight all, I hope I can post b4 the weekend but if not...the weekend will bring more pics and posts ;o) Night

Ok a couple more I cant resist

He looks like a toddler
what mama im just so cute
Little man & mommy
Auntie Angela & Ethan
1st time at Chuck E Cheese

Such a big boy pics...

All done with my nanas
naked baby
He loves his hands
1 of my favorite pics
such a handsome big boy

Time for an update!!

I have been so busy lately I feel like I never get a chance to sit down and update my blog so little man is sleeping I just got done cleaning the house and Im waiting for Shauna to get home from work, so I figured time for a post ;o) Ethan is still continuing to grow and grow, I swear sometimes I come home and think OMG kid you have grown in 8 hours lol. He has moved from peas, to bananas which he loves and tomorrow we are starting carrots!!! yeah!! We also started rice cereal, instead of his oatmeal cereal he has been eating for 2 months. I havent weighed him lately so Im not sure what his weigh in is. I will this weekend and post on sunday for sure even if its short one. He is still doing good sleeping thru the night but he is teething again we think, because all day he is so fussy and cranky we dont know what to do sometimes. He's trying to sit up more and more by himself but I dont think he will have it down by the end of July like I was thinking ;o(, which is ok because I can tell hes progressing. Work is going well, Shauna's 25th b-day is approaching!! Nothing else has really happened. I will post 2 sets of pics because I have some cute new ones ;o)

On another note, I had a really really bad night on Sunday night, I missed Evan so much and I couldnt stop crying I talked to my sister in law (Angela) and we talked about him and what he would look like and how he would be progressing like his brother. I dont think I have had a night that bad in a very long time, I got his urn and slept with it beside me until Shauna came home (to cuddle next to a cold tin instead of my warm son, hit me really hard!! WOW it was the hardest thing, and when Shauna came home she told me to give him a kiss and she would put him next to me, I kissed his urn and broke down hysterical with tears.) I usually dont have nights like that, but with Ethan getting so much bigger and me just wondering more and more things as he grows I think that is what causes my saddness let alone just being a very caring mommy to my sons. I miss him so so much, and I know he is watching over me, keeping me save, and making me get thru each day, 1 day at a time. I love you Evan, SO MUCH!!! More than anyone in this world can imagine, and instead of focusing on all the negative reactions I get sometimes I focus on the positive ones and the ppl that love to talk about you. You are my absolute favorite subject besides your brother, and I dont always need to talk about sad things when you are mentioned, sometimes just to say imagine what it would be like with 2 brings a smile to my face ;o) I love you boys!!!

Just for u grandpa!!!

Grandpa & Bubba
Father's Day w/ grandpa
Oh Im so sleepy

Ethan loves his grandpa....... ;o)

Eye Appt

Ethan had his eye appt on tues and he did great! They didnt have to do anything horrible like last time, they dilated his eyes and we had to wait for 1 hr, he was so good! The Dr looked at his eyes said that he doesnt think he will need glasses at all, which last time he thought he might need them later, which is AWESOME!! He did say he was alittle of a bobble head still which is normal for a baby that is 3 1/2 months old (adjusted age) so he should grow out of his wobbleness and he will need to see the eye Dr again in 6 months. I am so happy that he is doing so great and just progressing so well. He is doing good eating his peas, and hes not allergic to them. We will start on carrots or bananas this weekend and Im sure I will have pics then. He is trying more and more to sit up but is no where close still. ;o) He will get it though. Im happy the weekend is coming up but its going to be a lazy one! Well Im sure I will post again this weekend, but good night all for now!!

4th Pics

Little Firecracker
The loves of my life
Happy family
Y do I have a girls crown?
Kisses for the sleepy boy

4th of July & trying new things!

The 3 day weekend has just begun and we have already had so much fun and just are enjoying ourselves. Yesterday was Ethan's 1st 4th of July and we had a blast. He also tried Peas for the 1st time, that ws fun lol. He liked them and then all of a sudden he taught himself how to gag and mommy wouldnt give him anymore, it was hilarious. He is growing so much and is eating like a lil piggy! Yesterday he ate cereal 2x and peas along with bottles. Hes going to be a porker soon lol. Then it was time for fireworks and fun, at 1st Ethan was scared of them but after he got some food in his belly, he loved to just look in the sky and watch them. Of coarse mommy held his ears for loud ones, Im always so worried about his ears. He was having such a hard time falling asleep so we decided to go home, he slept from 1030 to 745 this morning he must have been pooped. We arent sure what we are doing today maybe a b-day party or just hanging out with friends, well see. My 3 day weekend is going GREAT so far!!!

Ehhh I dont think I like it

All done, maybe I did like it ;o)

Family pics ;o)

Auntie Dawn & Uncle Donald
Just hanging out in my diaper
Great grandma Sue
Mr Cool
Uncle Mike & Ethan(like Uncle, like Nephew)

Fun weekend!!

This past weekend we had a blast having family time. On Saturday we hung out with Dawn & Donald, and the friday night before that, they asked us a very important question. Dawn is pregnant and they are our best friends, they just found out they were having a boy. They want to name thier son Brett Evan, the middle name being in rememberance of Evan, Our precious baby boy! We all shed a few tears and I think that was the sweetest thing that they could have done for us. We love you guys! Saturday was just a hanging out BBQ day just the 4 of us, Ethan, & my grandma. She missed Ethan so much so she wanted to come visit him over night. He has gotten so big in the last 5 weeks she seen him last. Sunday was a pool day with family, Ethan wasnt having it to much and was actually not in the best of moods, so we went home early. He just went to the Dr and he is doing ok, we thought he was sick but he just has a runny nose so we have to take him back Monday to make sure he is ok, but all looked good. He is now 15 lbs 7 oz!!!!!!!!! WOW he just weighted 14lbs 12 oz last monday, so in a week he almost gained a whole lb. Geeezz fat boy. Sunday my nephews 1st b-day and we miss him, I wish we could have been at his b-day party. Everything else is going good, here are a few pics of this past weekend, and there will be more from the 4th of July this weekend!! Good night all