FAMILY, FUN, AND SUN....

WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR!!!!! ♥

Serious Pain :(

So over the past week I have been experiencing major extreme pain in my lower back. :( I believe its my sciatic nerve, the easiest way to explain it is a sharp shooting pain that goes from my lower back into my butt, down my thigh all the way to my ankle. At times it feels like I have a charlie horse or dead leg :( It is definitely a feeling I would love to go away. I am going to see a chiropractor next tues, so I still have a week of this pain. I am trying to do the best I can and rest as much as possible but if you have ever had a 2 yr old in your life it doesnt seem to happen that often lol. My work is doing fine we have less than a month before vacation yay!! Im soooo excited. My grandma came out to visit this past weekend and it was nice to see her and catch up. She had so much fun with Ethan and even let me sleep in til 945 on sun woohooo!! :) Thanks Grandma! Shauna is over her work and ready to just be done with it they keep changing their schedules around and its just causing chaos in our life lol like we need any more of that. Ethan is doing amazing as usual. We are waiting for more spring time weather so we can enjoy ourselves outdoors :)

On another note our best friend that we have been best friends with for about 4 1/2 years now, recently found out he has a tumor on his bladder that is definitely cancer and has to have surgery to remove it. The good thing is that if the cancer has not spread the doctors believe it will all be gone and he will have to just go in for testing however if the cancer has spread to his muscle then he will have to have a potty bag for the rest of his life (sorry I dont know the correct terminology) I am very worried for him and scared. :( So please keep him and his family in your prayers for me please.

Now to end on a good note. I hope to have a good weekend coming up with the besties maybe a BBQ or just a get together and Im sure I will take lots of pics. I am going to post some pics from our playtime outback while the weather was still nice and not freezing. However its 930pm and its Ethan and I's bedtime so you will have to wait til tomorrow to see pics :) Good night all xoxoxo ♥

What if.........

Recently I have been going thru the what if's again. I periodically do this to myself and Im sure its only human of me; about a week ago I found myself thinking what if when Im in random places. Such as what if both boys were here at the park with me, would they be running in different directions so mommy couldnt keep up and what if I was taking both boys to daycare as they try to convince me not to. Little things like this make me smile but also make me have that oh so bittersweet feeling. Do not get me wrong I love Ethan with every being in my body, but I love Evan in a different way that is totally undescribable. I usually go about every 4-5 months before i start going thru an episode of sad, mad, emotional feelings. Looks like right now is that time again. However I couldnt begin to image how I would keep up with 2 toddlers asking me "why" and "no mommy" lol So I just wanted to spend a quick second thinking of my angel watching over us and how he has blessed my little family so much, keeping us safe and watching over Ethan as he grows older. Ethan is getting to that stage where I am starting to show him pictures of his brother and on occassion if I ask him who it is, he will say "brodder" (brother) To conclude my Evan moment, I dont want this to be emotional just a little note that Im thinking of you every day and will never ever forget you in any way possible. Mommy ♥'s you Evan!!!

Family egg coloring night♥

Muscleman, Caveman before bed

he took his own arm out

he was trying to get me

Just when I thought.....

that I have seen it all, Ethan TOTALLY proved me wrong tonight. I was in the kitchen making my veggie pizza for our Easter potluck tomorrow and I hear Ethan calling my name. I didnt think much about it cause he always goes around the house saying "Mommy, Mommy, Mommy" I look up and hes headed my direction with his hand wide open and saying "Ehhhh Ewwww" I tell him to come here I look and he had......POOP ON HIS HAND!!!!! OMG apparently he had pooped in his diaper and stuck his hand in it, I quickly grabbed his hand and lead him into my room to clean it off in the shower. Shauna was getting ready for work and as soon as she saw him she was like "What is that?, Is that poop?" LMAO ummm yea (she then made alot of vomitty noises lol) I cleaned him off really good and went to change him immediately. He is definately going to learn to use the toilet asap if he keeps that up lol. Luckly it didnt smell so I did pretty good cleaning it up. I know thats a gross story but i laughed my butt off after it happened so I just had to share. Got alittle update on things going on in our life.....

Shauna is being switched to 2 hr shifts which means she will work 3 days then be off 4 days then be off 4 days and work 3 days which Im excited about cause we get more time together :) My work has agreed with our union committee that they will not make us pay for any of our medical and they are still negotiated the rest. I booked our vacation in May for San Diego its a beautiful resort here is the website. www.paradisepoint.com We are staying for 5 days 4 night. I am so excited because it will be a much needed well deserved vacation for the 3 of us. We will go swimming, to the beach, on bike rides, to feed ducks, San Diego Zoo, and so much more!!! I am just so excited like a little kid in a candy store. There will definately be lots of pics from our vaca.

This weekend is Easter so I will not post this weekend but probably sometime next week. We are all going over to Ethan's Grandma Lorrie & Papa's house for Easter after Ethan wakes up and finds what the Easter bunny brings him :o) Everything else is going good. I am going to post a slideshow of our family egg coloring night last night and some pictures from us just playing around last night. Good night all ♥