I've come to realize....

that being a mommy, wife, provider, and many more are a very exhausting job. I havent even worked a week yet and Ive had help from Shauna during the night and we are both worn out. He isnt even a bad baby, I just feel like there is never enough time in the world. I get off work at 6pm by the time we eat dinner, feed Ethan, I wash some bottles, and maybe do 1 thing of house work its time for bed and to do it all over again the next day. I havent cleaned my house in a week and for all of you that know me you know that Im loosing my mind over it lol. Its not messy to anyone who would see it but its messy to me. Little man has been doing good at night for us, today I had to leave work early because he has been stuffy so we took him to the ER and his O2, temp, chest sounds everything was ok Dr said hes a healthy good baby that looks like he is about ready to be born, I said yep his due date is coming soon. March 17th he would have been 40wks. I cant believe he isnt even suppose to be here yet. WOW I think I am blessed because I got to spend 13wks with my baby boy more than a mother that had thier baby on time, even though the road was hard and emotional. I will let everyone know how the Dr appt went, but then I have decided to go to weekly blogs instead of daily because I run out of time. I will be posting every friday or saturday to update on how our week went and how little man is doing. He is holding his head up alot more now, and is finishing 3oz on a regular basis instead of leaving some, hes getting to be a BIG boy. I will also know how much he weighs I think tomorrow. Ill keep everyone posted. Love you all goodnight from the 3 of us ;o)