As most of you already know we spent last weekend in the hospital in the pediatrics area, because Ethan had pheumonia. We 1st took him to the Er on thursday and they said he had pheumonia and they gave us antibiotics and sent us home, we were not happy about it and were sure he needed to be admitted. We then saw his pediatrician on Fri who then admitted him into the hospital, he was having trouble breathing was holding a temp of 103 at times and we could not break it and he wouldnt eat or drink nething. He was hooked upo to Iv's and was given antibiotics thru his Iv until Sun when they sent him home. My mom and grandma came out to see him as well because that weekend we were suppose to be going out to Vegas to see them. He is doing alot better now, still congested and alittle cranky but no fevers. He also broke thru his top 2 teeth over the weekend as well. So he now has 4 teeth! EEkKKK it hurts when he bites. He can now crawl everywhere and is getting into everything! He is 11 months old today ;o( makes me sad how time flys by so fast its already about to be his 1st Thanksgiving and then his 1st b-day and christmas! WOW where has this year gone.
I have also been having many bad days missing Evan because we are coming closer and closer to the day he went to heaven and Ethan is growing up more and more making me think how wonderful it would have been to have my two babies learning to crawl and getting in to trouble together. I have almost convinced myself that I do not want another baby ever because I dont want anything to happen to him/her and I cant do the hospital things again it is just to hard to handle. I miss Evan so much and cant begin to think why I had to loose my little angel! I would have been an awesome mommy to my boys. On Dec 18th we are going to let off balloons in memberance of him as well as just kinda sit around and try not to be sad but I know I will be a mess. I am to the point now that talking about him makes me sad sometimes because time is just so hard thinking he cant be with me.
My break is over, I have new pics of bubba as well as pics of him when he was in the hospital that I am going to try to put on as soon as I get a free second to myself. It seems like I dont even have a moment to breathe by myself let alone get time to do things that I need to do. I work all the time and then have time for nothing else because I am mommy when I get home. I need a well deserved vacation! I will try to update my posts more, since I can now write them at work I just dont have the pics at work to upload them. Good night all!!
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