My little angel boy, you have been in mommy's dreams and thoughts a lot lately and I wanted to take the time to tell you how much I miss you. We were at the grocery store yesterday and ran into 2 twin boys, with blonde hair about 1 1/2 yrs old and it made me miss you very very much. I have been doing rather well when seeing twins but for some reason they just hit home real hard. You would be proud of your brother which I'm sure you watch him all the time; he is doing awesome, progressing so well, so thank you my precious guardian angel you are doing good :o) I believe you work in mysterious ways and some of the things that have occurred since you left us makes me wonder how much of a miracle you truly are. You make the worst situation turn into a miracle and there is no other explanation other than you are GREAT! I love looking back at your pictures and yes mommy still feels sad for you. I have been getting closer to having a mommy breakdown and I know you don't want to see me cry so I am trying to be strong however my heart aches knowing you will never be here. I love you very much and just want to feel you next to me, visiting me in my dreams tonight and we will play ;o) Mommy loves you with all my heart please continue to keep us same and watch over you brother xoxoxo ♥
Trip down memory lane......
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