Shauna is at work right now and I hate it! I'm so bored and I just wish she was home with me. I'm tried but I don't know if I'm going to be able to go to sleep. Ive pretty much myspaced everyone on my friends list...haha I know I'm a loser! I'm just trying to make myself tired so once I get in the bed I fall asleep fast. This is my first night home all by myself since the boys were born. I wish Ethan was home with me then I wouldn't be bored or lonely. ;-) I would be taking care of my little man. I'm trying to wait til 1130 before going to be so I can see how much he weighed tonight. I love to hear that he is gaining weight so that would make my night before I go to sleep. Tomorrow I am taking Grandpa Bob to the hospital so he can hold him for the first time ever. Grandma Lorrie got to about a week and a half ago, she looked like she enjoyed it a lot. My grandma is coming out here in a week or so, I cant wait I love when she visits and were going to go to the hospital so she can see her great grandson and hold him as well. I want him to be a little bigger so bad, because I want to be able to bottle and breast feed him. That will be the next big step in his process and I just cant wait, we still have about 3 weeks til he can ;-( but since the weeks are going by so fast. He will be 1 month in less than a week. WOW how time flies. It will go even faster when I go back to work. ;-( Before I know if he will be home. I wish I didn't have to go back to work before he comes home though. I'm just ranting on and on about nonsense lol. oh well its making time go by. Here is another cute pic of him, I just cant get enough!! Love you Lil man. I love u Shauna! good night all
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